Alix Earle was going through it over her recent breakup with Texans return specialist Braxton Berrios, as seen in an emotional video she posted to TikTok on Tuesday night.
The influencer — who recently made headlines for getting cozy with Tom Brady at a New Year’s Eve party in St. Barts — called herself a “boyfriend hopper” and explained that she’s struggling with “being alone.”
“I can’t sleep right now,” Earle said as her eyes filled with tears. “I just haven’t posted as much about my feelings and emotions because I dont just want to be sad [and] down in the dumps.
“… I feel like the weirdest thing with my breakup and just going through being alone is just being alone — obviously, have friends and family — but I feel like just not having that stability of a male partner or just even someone to talk to or distract me is just so weird. I don’t know why.
“I feel like I’ve always had a boyfriend. I was a boyfriend hopper, and I said this year I was going to dedicate myself to being OK with being alone. But I don’t know why I can’t do it. This is growth or something, but I’m sad. It just makes life feel so lonely, but it’s not. And I’m not lonely.”
The 25-year-old Earle captioned the video, “Feeling weird and sad & probably sound silly but if you’re going through something similar just know you’re not alone.”
Earle and Brady made headlines when videos of the the pair spending time together at a New Year’s Eve party in St. Bart’s made rounds on social media.
The Fox Sports analyst and the “Dancing With The Stars” alum were seen talking closely and rubbing each other’s backs.
Brady and Earle, both single, have yet to address it.
The Sports Illustrated Swimsuit model confirmed her split with Berrios after two years of dating in a tearful TikTok video on Dec. 13 amid reports that they had called it quits.
Earle, a New Jersey native, cited long distance for the reason they broke up, adding that it was an amicable decision to go their separate ways.