Phil Collins, the legendary Genesis frontman, has candidly shared his struggles with illness that have led him to lose all interest in creating music.
The 74-year-old icon, who hung up his drumsticks in 2022 due to escalating health issues stemming from a spinal injury in 2007, spoke openly about his condition, which was further complicated by a Type 2 diabetes diagnosis in 2017.
In an intimate conversation with Mojo magazine, Collins expressed his waning passion for music: “I keep thinking I should go downstairs to the studio and see what happens. But I’m not hungry for it anymore.”
The Grammy-winning artist, a Rock and Roll Hall of Fame member, added, “The thing is, I’ve been sick, I mean very sick.”
Collins first revealed his spinal problems back in 2009, detailing the impact on his ability to play: “My vertebrae have been crushing my spinal cord because of the position I drum in. It comes from years of playing.”
He continued, “I can’t even hold the sticks properly without it being painful. I even used to tape the sticks to my hands to get through. Don’t worry, I can still sing”, reports the Mirror.
Reflecting on his storied career, Collins delved into his life and music in the documentary “Phil Collins: Drummer First,” released late last year after two years in production.
The poignant film showcases his journey as a drummer, overshadowing his vocal achievements, and includes heartfelt moments where he confronts the reality that his drumming days are over, and he will never perform live again.
Phil Collins has spoken frankly about the heartbreaking reality of his health, forcing him to confront an unexpected end to his drumming career.
He candidly shared, “It’s still kind of sinking in a little bit. You know, I’m 71. I’ve spent all my life playing drums. To suddenly not be able to do that is a shock,” as he sat poignantly at his drum kit, gripping his drumsticks.
Phil revealed his hope: “If I wake up one day and I can hold a pair of drumsticks, then I will have a crack at it. I just feel like I’ve used up my air miles,” but admitted, “To be suddenly not be able to do that is a shock. If I can’t do what I did as well as I did it, I’d rather relax and not do anything.”
Discussing the severe impact his bodily decline has had on him psychologically, Phil confessed, “I’m not a singer who plays the drums. I’m more of a drummer who sings a bit.”
Back in 2009, the celebrated musician underwent surgery in an attempt to rectify a spinal injury from 2007; however, complications arose post-operation.
Phil disclosed that he immediately lost sensation in his hands after surgery, and the continued challenge of not being able to drum or perform as before profoundly affected his mental well-being.
Despite the struggles, Phil asserted his determination to persevere, driven by the love for his children.